Almost every time I have written on this blog it has been from a girl who is confused or in really in love with a boy. I decided that girl no longer exists if anything I have discovered someone I have always known has existed but was afraid to let him in. Through him I have discovered the person I am and also wish to be one day even better. I will admit just like everyone one else, I have no idea what he has in store for me but for once I'm giving him the reins to find out. Since this blog is about learning about myself I wanted to mentioned some things that happened to me. For one thing I was at church the other day and I began to cry. Like I'm sure other people have I have endured pain , most of this pain has been caused by my own self. I let myself get caught up in messes I should have never endured. Now all that pain I have felt the last couple of years is being released . My vision is finally clearing up to what I have known all along I love children and it will be an amazing opportunity to work with them. Which is why I'm giving myself the chance to get a job in the field so I can study and go farther =) I'm really glad and proud of the person I am right now. I'm finally taking a break from dating and loving myself. I'm working on writing more on the blog and really letting any feelings out. Because it true what people say its very therapeutic! I'll write again soon =)
